Let me state that this page is completely my opinion. You can reserve the right to judge Nicole however
you would like to. I am using this page just to inform you of what I have learned over the time that I have known her.
I have no intention to accurately report Nicole's personality, it's only what I have figured out on my own.
Many of these things might not be entirely true to what Nicole's actual personality is like, it's only what she has let me find out,
or more importantly, what she wants me to think about herself.
If you would like to update my information database;
anything you think you know that I don't, you may do so here.
doug@dougmalcore.com
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A brief history
I've known Nicole for a damned long time. She went a different school than
myself until 7th grade. However, the first time I met her was in 6th grade, on a
school rollerskating trip. She was pretty cool then, and I remember her being a decent
looking chick, but I never really thought anything about it.
As I remember, towards the end of 7th grade, she became a big time Doug fan, as most women
eventually do. Anyhow, we finally agreed to be "significant others" the last day of school. Of
course, neither of us had a car, our time together was brief.
We would see each other on an irregular schedule. Whenever it popped up. I remember driving to
her place with my dad's hired hand. And we hung out then. We also both were invited to this musical
training class, or acting class, something like that, at UWGB. So we both went. At this time she
was my girlfriend. I think we might have broken up twice during the week. Of course, being young, and
neither of us never knowing what we wanted, we always reconciled. She was always involved in my
life during those middle school years. When I first cut my "mullet" off that I had for
4 years, I was at my locker that morning. Well, Nicole (my girlfriend at the time) was in the hall
as well, and I had my back towards her. We were the only two people, and she says to me, "hey kid,
do you have a quarter I can borrow?" I turn around to reveal myself, and we both were rolling on the
floor in laughter. Nicole was a great friend for me, and we had the most unbelievebly fun
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A Few Stories
In high school, those things changed. We were freshman, and at this point, not seeing each other. Well,
she would always bust my chains about little stupid stuff. For whatever reason, we were young, and she
didn't really need one. Well, this one day she said something that turned the whole class into some
discussion about how terrible I was. Something like that, I don't remember the details that well, because
it was something pretty insignificant. But I vowed revenge to myslef.
Revenge I did acheieve, and then some. I had some power in high school, and a definite power to sway
opinions in one way or another. Until senior year, I didn't unload full steam. But when the oppurtunity
presented itself. I did have my revenge. I don't remember the things I said, or did. Even a few examples.
I was ultra asshole to Nicole, and anyone that talked to her. So were my friends, (also very influential
personalities). Anytime someone was caught talking with Nicole. They heard about it from me. Anytime Nicole
was caught doing something embarrassing, I heard about it. I had some sort of spies or something, because
if Nicole was caught to do anything that could be used against her, someone told me about it. And I embellished
on every situation, and never let it go. The entire year it became sort of my hobby. We had to go to
Steven's Point for our traveling musical program. And the leads of the show (about 15) all went a few days
early, to test microphones and set everything up. Well, Nicole was a narrator, and at times, couldn't
sing parts of the show that well. They were out of her range or whatever. That was the time I was the
biggest jerk, during that whole musical. Well, she was onstage, and I was back stage with 10 of my
cronies, and we all had mic's on. Well, while Nicole was singing, I just started hammering into her,
and everyone around me was laughing their ass off, egging me on big time. Finally, the musical director
stopped everything, yelled to us, and said that our mic's were on. I looked at Nicole, and she was
very near to tears. That seemed to be the final straw for her.
Her mother started calling the high school to discuss the "bullying" that I was doing to her daughter. So I
had to have talks to the principal about it. Of course, I played stupid. So he didn't really think much of
it. Me being a big time football player, and he being a assistant coach, I never really had to worry about
anything. So she fakes this whole thing and gets me out of study hall to talk to me. That was fun, and
pretty terrible at the same time. We spent an hour or so talking about everything, with her mostly crying.
I was cool though. And nice, as I can fake really well sometimes. But after that talk, things weren't
ever really the same.
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The Good Stuff
Easiest person to get along with.
Nicole seemed to attract just about anytype of person, regardless of who was with her.
She is completely dependable, and can always be trusted.
Has the coolest family of anyone I've dated
My mom gave Jenna Nicole's name for her middle name, thus "Jenna Nicole Lindsley"
Nicole can get along with anyone.
She loved to listen to me talk
She's been in my life longer than any other girl.
Nicole trusts me more than anyone else I've known, and has told me
things she probably wouldn't tell anyone else.
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Our Relationship
Nicole went to the same college as myself. Of course, we weren't on the best of terms,
due to high school interference. During my freshman year, I ran into her a few times.
I don't know how it happened, or why, but it just did. In spring, we started hanging out a
lot, and times were really fun. We went rollerblading together, went for walks, studied together,
just about everything. Well, this one time I invited, or rather, she invited herself over to
watch a movie. It was a pretty sad movie, one I take out nowadays when I'm needed to make the mood
right to make a first move. Anyhow, the end of the movie is horribly sad. And she was just
bawling her eyes out. Mind you, at this time we were not together in any sense of the word, or
at least from my vantage point. I didn't really want anything to happen. More likely, I never
thought anything ever would. She was just a pal. She dated my best fried for a long time, and I
just never pictured myself together with her. Anyway, the movie is really sad right, and she is
just crying her ass off. So I put my hand on her back to rip on her a little bit for crying. All
of sudden, she grabs and starts "caressing" it. I kind of stop myself for a little bit, freeze up,
trying to make sense of what is going on. So I decide to just go with it. The movie ends, and
Nicole and I are just going at it. Which is weird for me. Considering all the time that I've known her
I've never kissed her, or anything. That, and she's had some intense relations with my best friend
that I know everything about. That, and my roomate is "sleeping" in the bed above us.
Anyhow, we're going at it right, and she says something like, "i don't know if we should take this further
because I don't want to jeapordize anythign that we have" and something like that. Which is fine for
me, because I really didn't plan on anything ever happening period. So we just cuddle then, which
sucks, now that the cat is out of the bag and everything, adn I know what can't happen.
So she praised me after that night for being cool, and wanted to take things slow with her. Everything like
that. Eventually, things progress, but I figured that would be relevant knowledge for you.
So we "date" for a while. And she does stuff like call me from a party and everything like that. I
wasn't a fan. I was extrememly non-chalant about our whole relationship, and that was about the coolest
thing about it all. She had great friends too. We had infinite good times together and all of that
throughout the remainder of our relationship. We were always doing fun stuff. When school was done,
I went tubing with her and her family. Mind you, her family is about the coolest ever. But shortly
after that, something happened that is too graphic to put on this site. Of course, I'm eventually
going to put all the steamy penthouse letter details of each relationship on this site, but I'll never
tell you what made me finally end this relationship. Anyway, this thing happened, and I just
got totally pissed at her. I was ultra jerk. Here's a clue. Alex used to always tell me about this
probably that came up with her. And I never thought of it, until it finally happpened to me. Maybe
it happened earlier, and I just never noticed. But when I finally did, I freaked out. So she left, calls
me up a hour later, and tells me that she doesn't think we should "do this" anymore. Great, fine with me,
I had been wanted to do that anyhow. So we chat, and she's all pissed that I'm just so cool with it, then
she doesn't this about-face, and tells me she doesn't want to break up. I'm like, hold on, you just did it,
you just said it, we're done. I was all immature about it. So that was pretty much it. Of course, we
are all still cool and everything, but that was the end of our relationship.
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Life as we know it...why things go as they do...
I haven't spoken to Nicole in some time, when this spring she IM'd me, and we
chatted for a while. She got me all caught up on the whole high school gossip that
exists with every high school, but I never really gave a shit about.
Nicole is with some guy that she thinks she is going to marry. She acts like she
is going to marry every guy that she's ever dated, but she's been with this guy for a
while. Of course, I could not see Nicole for 10 years, and then we run into each other and
we'd both fell as comfortable as though we've seen each other every day for those 10 years.
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